Just kidding, only a lie. Hail, friends. On account of my recent appearance, I thought I owed it to you all to explain myself.

On MSN, my pals informed me that Supreme Overlord Gakumerasara had let his dog, simply named Pug, out to wreck havoc at Leamaia. Of course I was set on quitting forever, but everyone was fighting and dying hopelessly against it so my cold heart melted a bit, and the warm puddle in my stomach made me feel compassion once more. I reinstalled Byond and raced over to help, only to run to the wrong domain (the really southy one in Vorgardia). When I finally arrived, it was too late, though I did give what for to a Tonberry. More likely than not I'll be returning to Valhalla shortly to once more fight alongside Beauty Queen Nami as her loyal and fear-ruled prinny slave, unless another Pug arrives for me to try my fins at.

While I'm here, I learned some things out there in the real world. I dug up dirt, a lot, planted a garden, laid down grass, dug fifteen holes for fourteen trees. This enlightening period has shown me that, despite what Phantom Brave might suggest, equipping a tree does not make it a good weapon. In fact, I would advise against it.

Not only that, I realized that not everyone has the time to read your words for what they are, and most of the time your words only really touch those who do not know you that well. People let friendships and grudges affect their judgments, and even when I knew this I refused to change my attitude on how I really felt because I always liked being truthful to myself and thought this best. However, that was not correct. People make mistakes, they're busy, they don't care that much, etc., so I should have acted more well-behaved and let both my actions and manners help people see my point.

All I did was give people a reason to fight back, and since I never actually took advantage of what I had, when I had it, to get back at other people, I gained nothing from it but only made valid points for others to argue against myself, and as a result all of you have suffered from it. Although everyone's responsible for their own choices they make, being influenced previously or not, I still helped. What makes it worse is that I was fully aware of the results but still hoped to fight through it, rather than remedy the issue, especially because of my high positions previously held by myself.

So the entire point, as I like to always get to only at the very end of my posts (which I sorta missed doing :p), is I'm really sorry for how I acted and behaved towards everyone when I had moderator, admin, and even regular forum member status (can't post in that one forum with the Anarchy topic). I should not have ignored the people who disliked me, because even if I disagreed with them their opinions still matter and hold sway, and ultimately affect everyone. Everyone deserves to be treated at the very least as someone who has a say that matters.

Except Jeff. (Like many things in life, there's an exception or two)

I'm not asking for anything, I just hope people believe I'm sincere. I don't hold any grudges because I can trace those problems back to my own instigation instead of treating it with the proper respect it deserved.

Have a nice day.

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Welcome back, Sinsie.

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You're not blacklisted in Gaku's forum anymore.

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I'm stupid, I didn't know you had to join the forum to post in it. Nevermind...

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lol first you dig 15 holes for 14 trees, then you try to post in a forum you havent joined, Sinsie sama I luv you. Since you're back, I'm gonna post my pics again so you can see!

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Hey, dood, wanna be a moderator on our forums again :O

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I'll be happy too. Since these forums tend to be more lenient than the old ones though I'll keep that in mind when moderating and cleaning posts. So more easy-going and casual this time around (unless you want it stricter for the sake of changing behavior).

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hi & wb

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hi solus welcome back _________________________________________ Huckey168 (ffo): Your a idiot beyong all imagining.

I think I may as well admit that I am Jeff.

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wanna hear something freaky... Theres another jeff posting in this topic :)

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Kisuke wrote:

I think I may as well admit that I am Jeff.

No, Kisuke... You are the Jeff.
:O

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Stellarific wrote:

wanna hear something freaky... Theres another jeff posting in this topic :)

You really are a man?!?

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